Today is not a day of sharing in words. I’m finding it interesting how the ‘right’ way of expressing for me is shifting based on many subtle interrelated background dynamics. Do you know that inner knowing feeling of “this is not a time, we’re waiting for something”?
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That’s what is with me for a while now. It doesn’t mean I am nowhere to be found. Oh, I am present - within myself, within my hologram, being with myself in places that I couldn’t reach before.
Actually, something magical happens when I allow myself to step back for a little. Inner dialog becomes more expanded, deeper. I observe these nuances, that tend to get lost when there’s a lot of energies being directed externally. I’m becoming curious of what I’m finding, and that allows me to build towards the new wave of expressions in whatever way they want to be shared.
For example, last night and today, I was singing a lot of Light Language, reacting to the incoming frequencies. There are days where I don’t sing that much, and there are those where I’m singing whole day. That’s the flow which I learned to respect and appreciate, especially with a lot of the Stealth dynamics in the background.
Some days are the paint days, others are the yarn days, the DIY days, the renovation days, the paper days, the study days, the writing days, the singing days, the dancing days, the “too busy with everything” days, the “I’m completely exhausted” days, the “just being together and breathe” days… And all of them are important, all of them are valuable. I learned to listen to myself this way - to respect what I feel is important in the moment.
So today is the “let’s share some art” day. I feel that inner nudge to show you two of my paintings.
First one came to life in May. He’s behind the loud inner nudge that’s letting me know it is time to share it, now.
Second one is reflecting on my state through the months of autumn. I feel that not just for me, but for many of us, the last few months were a period of deeply touching on our direct holograms, reaching for these pockets of our consciousness that were waiting for our hand and reminder, that they are still a part of us and carry some very important pieces of the story.
My life feels quite literally like a construction site again. For the last year I am working on my body, my emotions, my thoughts, my life. Step by step reminding myself more of who I am, and figuring out one next step at a time.
This painting has many depths, but one of them was finding coziness and comfort. I think it’s a cute little thing, that maybe will make you smile or warm some hearts. I’d like us all to be able to find comfort like that, in any circumstances.
With Love,
Magdalena BhrE’-yah
Beautiful!!! I really identify with the stepping back, reflecting on our inner dialogue and taking charge of our hologram! Very powerful and "tis the season" or time to do so!
That second piece of art is simply gorgeous, I love it! It feels like a warm hug.